Otsukaresama desu ｀・ω・´
June 10, 2010
Thanks for your hard work ｀・ω・´
The senbatsu election has finally ended…
I became one of the Undergirls at 27th place!
This is all thanks to you, so thank you so much!!!
In all honesty, when my name didn’t get called from 40-31st place..
“I guess it won’t get called after all..”
Everyone who..
Cheered me on..
“Try your best!”, they said..
Not just with words, but with their actions too..
“I’m sorry”
Even amongst my juniors, many were getting their name called..
“Even this year, it’s impossible, huh..”
That’s why when I got called, I was in utter confusion
For me, this 27th place will a source of pride.
Now, it’s no more “It’s regrettable that I couldn’t make it in”;
I couldn’t get in the last time, so now..
“I’m happy I got into the Undergirls this time”
It’s not really about winning or losing, but compared to the other girls..
My exposure in the media was not as much..
They got into the senbatsu the last time, as well..
The Undergirls frontgirls, a lot of them are in..
27th is just bottom of the pile, isnt it..
This is what I thought.
What you see is really just superficial, huh..
I’m always making blunders when it comes to people..
Even now, I think it might still happen..
I joke too much, and the situation just turns uneasy..
I can’t calm down..
I keep sleeping in..
I turned so negative.
But, because of those..
That supported me,
Cheered me on,
Scolded me out of love,
Praised me,
Liked me,
That knew me more than I myself did..
Because of you,
I’m O-O-O-OK now!!!
To me,
Every one of you is precious to me, more than anything else in the world
Everyone who put your faith in me
Everyone who supported AKB’s Harukyan..
“It’s good that I supported Ishida Haruka”
“I can put my faith in her”
With this, I can rise to even greater heights.
I’m feeling a little tired, sleepy, too. (ρд-)
Lately I’ve been feeling a little nervous when I get up ><
Performance tomorrow, so I'm turning in~
